Reflection of a neurotypical ADHD Coach

My team-mate called my brain ‘a popcorn machine with a Gantt Chart attached’.
I live between chaos and systems.

Ideas don’t arrive neatly.
My mouth can’t keep up with my head; by the time I explain one, five more have formed.

I don’t (I can't) think in straight lines.

l’m highly at ease with messy and chaotic ideation stage.

I see things from 200,000 feet.
I gasp when asked for ‘a’ solution.
At 200,000 feet, I see many.

I read the room intuitively, naturally attuned to what’s beneath the surface.
I connect deeply.

I was the kid teachers punished for not conforming.
I became the adult who got penalised for the same thing.

For 24 years, I toned it down.
It worked. Just enough.
I hated it. More than enough.

On the other end of that same brain –

I can be structured when ideation moves into execution.

I align every single detail and resource to make things happen – on time.
That was how I delivered as pre-opening Director of HR for 2 hotels - concurrently, from literally a construction site, under pressure, on schedule, with industry precedence of the time.

I respect time.
If I’m ever late, my friends are more worried than annoyed.

I make decisions swiftly (except with shoes! 👠).

Give me a mess, and I’ll sit in it, pull it apart, map it and rebuild it into one clean, decisive move forward.

So which is it? 🤔
Scattered or structured?
Chaotic or organised?

I feel like a walking contradiction sometimes.
But I embrace how I'm wired.
‘Neurotypical’ by neurological term, unique in my eyes.

That's why bridging is my second nature.
Because I’ve actually spent a lifetime negotiating between my chaos and my structure!


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You who are wired differently - leaders navigating intense ADHD traits with immense creative energy stuck in a system that doesn't fit.

You may not naturally have my internal balance.
But you don’t need to fit the mold perfectly.

You can bridge between your unique wiring and the necessary structure.

I speak the language of the Gantt Chart, but I deeply respect the popcorn machine.
I can hold the structure you need while honoring your unique wiring.

If you're constantly negotiating between your brilliance and your current systems, what's the first step you might take to bridge?